So, I went ahead and canceled my ultrasound for tomorrow (crazy, huh?) because I just couldn't imagine going in to see "nothing much"... Ugh, just typing that out makes me sound selfish and nuts, but I'm serious when I say that it would freak me out so much to not see a heartbeat, and I just couldn't do it. The stress of not seeing anything really is insane, and I chose to wait one more week.
I'm nuts. Moving on...
Today, I'm 5 weeks 4 days pregnant, and I couldn't wake up this morning. I only got out of bed around 8 to pee for the 100th time, to shove the progesterone pill up my ... well... you know where... then I changed out my estrogen patches... and I went back to sleep until I had to pee again at 11. Then I went back to bed and finally woke up to eat something around 1:00. Seriously. I don't know how women who work out of the home while in their early pregnancies do it. I haven't even been outside today, and it's almost 5pm! And I'm STILL wearing my pajamas.
I've noticed that I've lost some weight, too. I can't eat. I know that I have to for the baby but it's been such a struggle since NOTHING sounds good at all. I've had a bowl of cereal, and that's it even though I'm really hungry right now. I'm trying so hard to eat, but anything that I do eat tastes horrible, and I end up throwing it away after just a few bites.
I am so in love with the little bean growing inside of me right now. That's why it's mind boggling how I can't manage to keep anything down when eating has NEVER been an issue for me.
Gorgeous weather outside (that I can see from my bedroom window)... and I plan on juicing and going back to sleep.
I hope this changes soon...
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